Sometimes, I really, truly want to be a woman.

Not just for the body. Of course I’d love the body. It would be wonderful to find in myself everything that I look for in other people.

I can feel the personality of a girl creeping up behind mine. I’m one of those sensitive guys, one that has a lot of female friends but never really gets any action. You know how it is. I’m a sympathetic ear. And it ends up that I’m such close friends to people that relationships would only mess it up.

I want to be cute. I want to be pretty. I’m a failure as a male. I’m atypical, but sadly, typical seems to get results. If I were a girl, all of the right and wrong guys would be attracted to my quiet purity and closet kinkiness.

I can see myself becoming a transvestite.

I think this all just stems from the fact that I’m an attention whore.