I’m so attracted to my girlfriend that she thinks that I only like her because I think she’s hot. It’s not true: she’s an amazing girl and I love spending time with her, and I’m in love with her. I just love going down on her—it’s the hottest thing ever. I love feeling her body pressed up against mine. I love how soft her lips are when we kiss. It gives me the biggest girly-boner when she puts her arms around my waist and pulls me closer to her so we can grind and hump. Oh, and I want to explode when I’m going down on her and she puts her hand on the back of my head about pushes my head down harder and makes her unbelieveably hot sex noises. It’s so fucking hot when she cums and she sits up and grabs at my back and pulls my shorts and shirt and scratches my back and lays back down. I like the idea of her scratching my arms and back while I’m going down on her. I like it when she pulls my hair and runs her fingers through it while I’m going down on her. Also, it’s really sexy when she tries to initiate sex. When she’s horny and lets me know it, it’s so great because I don’t have to feel like I’m pressuring her in to having sex. I also really loved using our strap-on dildo, but I don’t think that she really enjoyed it. I wore it and she had to put it in, but once I started thrusting, everything was all right. We did it for a few minutes, stopped, and I went down on her. But I fucking loved having strap-on sex with my girlfriend. I loved being on top of her so I could watch her face while I was thrusting and she could wrap her arms and legs around me and pull me closer, and I felt like I wanted to melt into her. If we ever do it again, I’d like to try different positions. But all of this comes back to the fact that I’m love in with this incredible woman, and I’m also in love with pleasuring her as often as she’ll let me. And I don’t really masturbate because the emotional, physical, and mental satisfaction that I get out of going down on my girlfriend, having strap-on sex with her, and being able to make her cum is so much better for me than an orgasm. If she wants to make me feel as good as I make her feel, she can let me go down on her again or have strap-on sex with me again, because I live to please her. I’m not opposed to some reciprocation, I mean, I’m a fan of oral sex but various people have found it to be difficult to operate, but if she wants to try to figure out how that area works, then I’m more than willing to let her try.
I don’t think I’ve ever told her the extent to which I urn to please her. Either way, I’m crazy in love with a beautiful, intelligent, cute, and funny woman. She can be so fucking sexy when she wants to be.