i think she may know something and i am so freaked out about it..i just dont know exactly what she knows though!!! i mean nothing really happened, but still what was said could still be damaging to me, but was it all worth it? of course cause i still and will always love him, just now i feel empty cause i can no l onger have him for myself!! damn, why does this have to seem so cruel…what am i being punished for??? he should be with me..
