i go out with guys and then i lose interest in them, very quickly. i know i am only 15 and that i will learn to acualy have a good relationship, or at least find a person that i really like. yet all my friends get boyfriends and keep them, and like them. why cant i? and lately i have started to realize that i think i only like the chase of getting them, like flirting and the beginning of touching and kissing for the first time. and i love that feeling, that extreme happyness(or butterflys) in the pit of your stomach after the first time they really touch you or kiss you. but when i go out or am with them for a while or get used to that, its no fun anymore, and then when i dump them or lose interest i feel like a complete bitch. will i grow out of it or will i always be like this?
