I am rather young, but I feel like I’m in love. It drives me crazy sometimes. The worst part, is that we cannot really talk to each other, because in our religion, we are not supposed to be very close together for long periods of time.
Her mother is also very protective, so she doesn’t really get to be around me very much. But we used to be friends until about grade 6, then they started trying to seperate us. I can tell she likes me, but its kinda a hard question for me to ask her. She isn’t super sexy or anything(She is nice to look at), but she has that beuty that you only can find in one person.
What makes me feel worse, is that I also find another girl extremely attractive, but not in love with,her. And I know she is also very attracted to me. And Even though I know there is very little chance they will meet each other, I still feel horrible about nearly proposing to one girl, then flirting with with another.