Age: 16
Situation: bf/gf on and off for 2 years.
I’ve broken my promises to her:
“No drugs and no cheating,” she said.
-I’ve ‘sexted’ a different girl completely unknown to my girlfriend. I am ashamed.
‑I have been given oral sex by a different girl.. [Fuck you k.r. And fuck me for seeking after you, you whore]. My girlfriend doesn’t know and I fucked up by telling my gf she was the only one. I fucking hated this experience and am so ashamed.
‑I am a porn/masturbation addict and have been for 4 years. Fuck, I feel like a pervert. I’m completely and utterly ashamed and embarrassed.
‑I have kissed another girl (not cheating) besides the 2 she knows about. (Exlude second bullet.)
-I’ve smoked weed. I am not fully ashamed…
‑I’m excited to try ecstacy. I am not fully ashamed…
‑I have a strong desire to try many drugs, for recreation and exploration of spirituality. I am not fully ashamed
‑I am considering introducing her to drugs but I do not know how..
-A question haunts my mind: “Do I really want to stay with her? Or will I enjoy being free to explore other girls?
Group Hug discourages comments, but please feel free to give me your thoughts of what I should do. Tell her? Keep it?