I feel like I’ve wasted the last 8 years of my life. I wasted my hopes and I got suckered into staying when I knew I should’ve just gone and followed through with what I set out to do. I can’t say it’s been all that bad, but looking back, I came to the grim realization that I was betrayed. I betrayed myself, let others take the reigns of my life and drive it off its intended path. I’m too far gone to pursue anything else now. My time is not my own and I’m living check to check at best. I can only keep moving forward, because that’s the best that any of us can do. Time lost can never be regained and decisions made bind us to their consequences. Please, wish me luck..
