i got really drunk one time and i was hitting on all the guys, including my best friends boyfriend. i hurt my friends ankle when i got in a fight with her over taking my cell phone. i swore at them and yelled about how much i hated them. When i woke up the next morning they wouldn’t even look at me. i apologized over and over but then they told me everything i’d done to hurt them and made me feel like a horrible person. i haven’t spoken to them in a month. my mom is upset cuz i won’t tell her. i feel so alone. even after all this and them abadoning me, i still wish they’d forgive me and be my friends again.
