I’m so fucking sick of college, but I’ve already come this far. Plus I’m getting financial aid for it. And it’s nice having free rent by living with parents. And nowadays, you pretty much need a college degree to get anywhere in life. But the biggest thing that keeps me going is my boyfriend. I know that if I ever do drop out, my family and everyone else will blame him for it. He might even think that too. When it’s not the case. It’s just because I’m so damn sick of school that I don’t feel like doing anything anymore. I’d still feel this way even if I had never met him. I already have a feeling that my grades are probably gonna end up being lower than usual, and I’m gonna be pissed if people start blaming my lower grades on my boyfriend. I suppose fear of that will keep me working. But I just don’t feel like doing it anymore…
