A few weekends ago I threw away the most important person in my life away. Idk why but i chose to stay at a party wiht friends instead of be with her. We tried to make it work but she just decided that itll never be the same between us. i just want a time machine and slap myself across the face so i can go to her instead of fucking drink n play games with people ill only know for 4 years. I want her to be in my life, my entire life. Im only 18 and shes only my first serious (ex)girlfriend but i felt like she was the one.…and i fucked it all up. Part of me thinks everything will be ok and ill find another girl, but another part knows ill only think of her even if i find an amazing girl to replace her.……i just want one more shot to prove how much she means to me
