i had the most amazing sex of my life. it was with my boyfriend and we have been together for 6 and a half months. the sex consisted of scratching, bitting, hair pulling, licking alcohol off of eachother, multipal orgasims, passion, sweat, screaming in pleasure. every time i think back on it, i get this cold chill that goes all the way down to my pussy. i miss his touch. im ready to have that kind of sex again. the pain mixed with the pleasure. god! it was amazing! i have never begged to lick alcohol off someones dick before. its like i found my “bad” side and i loved it. im ready for us to take the next step tho. blood lust. my bf is obsessed with blood and he has had sex where he cuts her and she cuts him and they drink eachothers blood. i want to try it too. hell, i might love it as much as he does. i LOVE the painful, rough sex. im ready. i love it and i want more. I never thought that i would ever say anything durring sex, especally “pull harder” or “smack it harder” or anything along those lines. but i love that i did. it just made it better. just the look in his eye, him pratically telling my brain “i control you now”. just thinking about it makes me wanna walk to his house and jump on him. i want more. bad. i miss it. all of it. i love the pain. the sratches and scars on my back are a reminder of what i cant have right now like i want. i still smell the alcohol we used on my clothes and he says its a perminate smell on the bed and he doesnt want to get rid of it. i want more. but i dont know when i can get it. im way too busy durring the week and i cant do anything this weekend. aghh. i want it. i want him. his smell, touch, the feeling of having his dick inside me is just amazing. when will the day come where i can have more??
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