im always wanting to be wanted. like everyone all the my friends go somewhere i wish they would just ask “hey man wanna come?” and if they dont, i just blow up on them thinkin that they dont care or that im not WANTED there. its really selfish but thats who i am. i guess i expect too much of my friends. but i mean, IM not a bad friend, so why should they have the right to just kick it with me when they have no one eles to talk to but when there is someone else, im abandoned and left with a feeling of unwantedness. people say im the perfect guy: funny, smart, and sorta good-looking, but yet no one WANTS me… maybe im doing something wrong
