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i left my fiance of a year to go out with my ex for the third time. we fought twice, he’s an anger ball but man was the sex great. i came back to my fiance. i still think about the ex, and the pudding we fought about. i want to be in his room with his stuff. i want to smell him and touch his skin. i want to feel him inside me. my fiance is boring and a nerd. i want to be high with my ex. even tho he told me to clean the fridge on my birthday.

i just dropped off my fiance at taco bell where he works, what a loser. there is this guy that works there. he’s 19, and i want him so bad. damn he’s hot. my fiance tells me he thinks im hot. i want to kidnap him and take his clothes off and give him head. he gets high too. i want to get high with him and kiss his lips…ughh im getting turned on

damn whats wrong with me, i just turned 25, my fiance is 21 and i keep looking at these younger guys that are hot.

oh and i have a crush on legolas.