i think about suicide all time..i know i have a problem…i think about different ways to kill myself everyday. i don’t really hate my life i just hate who i am and how i feel everyday. friday is my birthday..i’m turning 24…i feel so useless and unhappy. the year just began…barely the 4th today…and i am already feeling suicidal. i don’t know how long i can stand feeling this way…sometimes i just want to jump into the ocean and end it all.….…the urge to end it all is pretty strong..no one knows. Everyone thinks i’m happy because i fake it so well. inside i’m slowly dying.…
