i have weird fantasies. And Im worried that when I get married I wont be able to fulfill them. Actually Im worried about if Ill get married at all. Im worried that when I find the right guy hell get scared about all these ideas I have. I think I’ve let my imagination grow rampant. Im also scared that Ill scare one of my friends off. I haven’t been intimate for a year and a half and I can’t take it. Im worried that if I get intimate with this friend itll get awkward. And I really don’t want that to happen.
