It was suggested to me that I date while on my trip. That’s exactly what I have done, well okay maybe not entirely, but that was the general idea. Point is: it has blown up in my face and I’ve liked another person for a really long time. This person was planning on coming to see me in a few weeks, but now they’re thinking about backing out.
So you can imagine why now I’m thinking about going back to the blow-up-in-my-face-“relationships” because it’s easy to let someone take pieces of you when you stop expecting that they care about you at all.