Its very hard for me to explain this but here it goes. I am a 17 year old boy. On New Years Eve me and my dad went to my dads cousins house for a new years party. I have two second cousins (both girls, 10 & 12) and their cousins were spending the night (also both girls, 8 & 9). For the whole night I hung out downstairs with my dad and all the adults. But around 11:00pm I was bored and went upstairs to my 2nd cousins bedroom to call my friend back in Texas, i went upstairs because the music was too loud downstairs. My friend didn’t answer so i decided to call my mom who lives 5 hours away from me, she also didn’t answer. I started thinking about stuff that is going on in my life and was a little upset. Then all the little kids came upstairs and asked if i wanted to play hide and seek with them and i said sure. After playing with them i was going back downstairs and they asked me to stay with them and listen to music so i did. At 12:00 they did some thing outside where they let some balloons go and then they went back upstairs and took me with them. Around 2:00am I was getting tired so i got two bean bag chairs and laid down on them. Most of the kids we already asleep except for the 8 and 12 year old. (The 8 year old will come up ALOT in this story so we will call her A) A asked me if i was spending the night and i told her i didn’t know and she said “Well if you do i call sleeping with you” then she laid down next to me on the bean bag chairs. Around 3:00am the 12 year old went downstairs and came back up a minute later and said my dad wanted to know if i wanted to just stay there for the night, I said sure because i was too tired to drive home and i knew he could drive home, haha. So me and A laid down on the bean bag chairs and the 12 year old put two chairs together and slept there. The other two kids were already asleep in the beds. Around 3:30am everyone fell asleep. The next morning i woke up and everyone ate breakfast and then A and her sister (the 9 year old) had to go to a birthday party. I went back to sleep after breakfast and woke up about an hour later and A said she was leaving, she gave me a hug then left. Over the next month my 2nd cousins would tell me stuff like “A wants to see you again” and “A said she liked sleeping with you because your were soft and cuddly” One day A called my 2nd cousins while i was at their house and A said she wanted to talk to me, i talked to her for a couple minutes then she said she had to go. I didnt see her until a month later at a superbowl party at A’s house. I played with the kids again because I hate the Steelers and the Packers and refused to watch the game. So i played with them the whole time. A was always around me and sat on my lap any time she had the chance, she was always saying “watch this” and then she would do some gymnastics flips and stuff like that. I could tell she liked me a little and so could all the other kids. About an hour before i left we all decided to draw pictures for each other, i drew A a picture and she cut out a big heart and wrote her name in it and decorated it then gave it to me. When it was time for me to leave she said “I wish you didnt have to leave” and “I wish i could come with you” I told her i would see her again soon and i gave her a hug then left. That was the last time i saw her :’( About two weeks after the superbowl i moved back with my mom. I called my 2nd cousins and told them i moved back and A was there and i talked to her. She told me she cried when she found out i left. A week later i moved back with my dad. A week after i moved back with my dad i was over at my 2nd cousins house and we decided to call A. They talked to her for a couple minutes and i talked to her for about a minute then she had to go. 5 minutes later my dad was yelling at me and asking why i called her. I guess her dad called his sister (My dads cousins wife) and she called my dad. A’s dad was mad at me because i called her. Now everyone is mad at me and im not aloud to see or talk to A every again. I think about A all the time and i have had 7 dreams about her. I care about her a lot and when i think about her i die a little inside.
