I feel like im only here to make life easier for my family. Im the cab, bank, personal shopper,santa clause 6 years running, nanny, tutor, maid service, therapist, not to mention everyone borrows my car an i have to bum a ride whenever they need it for some reason.
I cant move out because i dont make enough money and i waste so much on others. I want to go away to college but it feels like i never will since i spent most of my free time babysitting for free! I just cant get this portfolio together. Im stuck in this dead end life and i dont know how to get out without hurting the people who need me.Why cant they get thier own shit together an not lean on me? Cant you see Im dying inside?
They have already seen the world been on vacations, fallen in and out of love numerous times, made thier mistakes started families. Ive only ever been kissed once. Im 28 now!
Please God help me because I dont think im strong enough to go another 10 years like this. Id rather you kill me off maybe in like a car crash or you could even let some gang member kill me in a shootout anything but this miserable exhistance