I think that I have bred a seriously unhealthy resentment towards my mother.
I have never met a person so utterly miserable that she must, in turn make every possible situation miserable for everyone else.
I feel badly sometimes because I sit and look at her sometimes while she is going thru her constant nagging insanity, and the words are bouncing off my forehead and I think.… “I’m going to stab you”.
I know one day when she is gone I am going to miss her and be really shattered.…
But on days like to day, I doubt it