You know I’m bluffing, I have a terrible poker face. Who am I fooling? I love her so much, I would die for her, I wouldn’t sleep for a week just so I wouldn’t lose sight of her. I’ve tried letting her go, but it’s not working. Stupid Angst. I gave her everything, and it doesn’t mean anything now. She feels nothing for me, but I feel like I can do something about it. I brought her back once… i used up my last chance. I wanna die, I miss her so much… I can’t stand the thought of being without her. I could have nothing but her, and i would die happy. But now… i just wanna die so I wouldn’t have to think of her anymore. It’s too bad, she’ll probably read this, and won’t even know it’s me. I’m at a dead end, and I don’t think I can turn back. We’ve “I love you” so many times, and we even made love… how could you do this?
I hope you get herpes.