I get horribly depressed sometimes just listening to other people’s conversations. They tend to be so banal, so vulgar, so misinformed, and so damned unimportant. It makes me want to grab people by the shirt and yell “what the hell is wrong with you? Don’t you understand what is going on around you?”
But of course, I find myself drawn to the terrible sordid monotony of every day life. And slowly, I find myself losing my belief in human goodness, in God, in the existence of love, and in myself.
It sucks. You all suck. I suck. I’m sorry.