I checked my boyfriend’s email. I think he knows b/c he changed the password. I’ve never done it before I swear, i don’t know why I did. Things are bad with us lately. Sometimes I don’t want to be with him and sometimes I do. I don’t know what to do. We’ve been together for 4 years and he’s so good with my kids. Sometimes I wish he would break up eith me so I wouldn’t have to do it.