I hate it when people get mad at me, and yet I forget that people can’t exactly tell if I’m being sarcastic online. It happened last night. The guy I really really really like seemed to take offence and even though he apologized after I told him I was kidding around, I still felt so terrible for starting it in the first place. I felt like absolute shit. Like I was worthless. Like a total fucking bitch. I nearly cried, I think. I hate it when people are mad at me.