i really love my boyfriend.
i’m 16.
he’s my second boyfriend.
he’s not a virgin i know because he told me.
he was worried that i would be unhappy with that but i genuinely wasn’t.
i am a virgin myself and i don’t wish to lose my virginity so soon despite the fact that it’s almost rare for a girl over the age of 12 to be a 13. i’m not even being cynical.
anyway.
i know my boyfriend is constantly trying to hint “why don’t we have sex?”
and i have to admit deep down i really want to, too.
but i really don’t want to have any regrets in my life.
i like to have my life planned out and not make any major mistakes.
it’s not like i won’t take risks at all but having sex so soon is definitely not one of them.
i really love my boyfriend.
i wish he could understand.
my parents would be so proud if they happen to see what i’ve written.