When I was younger, I touched my brother sexually and made him do the same to me. I regret it everyday and wish I hadn’t done it but that doesn’t make the guilt go away. Sometimes I wonder if he remembers and if he thinks about it too.…but I hope he doesn’t because I’m ashamed of myself. I wish i could talk to him but I wouldn’t know what to say. I just try to forget about it but it will always be there.It doesn’t help that our babysitter masterbated in front of us with a vibrator and let us do the same. It’s sick and messed up and if I could I would change it.…
