I’m 17 and supposedly really good looking, funny, kind etc… basically not the kind of guy that should be in this position. The most I’ve ever done is kissed a girl on the lips (no tongue) for about a second, this was about a month ago.
Ask me a month ago and I’d have told you that virginity is something to be savored and that I’d be waiting for someone I really, really loved. F‑ck it. I have loads of friends but girls and guys (I’m bisexual) just don’t want me in that way. Giving your virginity to someone you love more than any other is a beautiful idea but is a little hard when nobody within living distance really loves you in that way. So I’m going to go online and find a random stranger for a quick fuck (probably a guy since they’re easier, I’ll be careful). Partly for the experience, partly to get it over and done with, and partly for attention seeking (which I thought I’d stopped).
That’ll make them fucking sorry for not paying attention earlier.