I was molested when I was 14 by my mother’s husband at the time.
I am 22 now and I hate sex. I still do it, alot actually, but I hate the fact that no matter how in love I am with someone, thier touch feels dirty. Or maybe I feel dirty, and I’m afraid for them to touch me because I don’t want to “taint” them. I act like I like it and I smile when it’s over, but I just want so badly to scrub my skin and put on as many clothes as possible. I feel bad because this isn’t fair to the men I am with, I try to explain but they just don’t understand. I’m afraid I will never have a normal sex life or a happy relationship.
