I think i am gay. But I cant admit it to myself. Either gay or bi. When I think about it, it totally consumes me. I have a girlfriend, who I love so much and I know it would hurt her evn if I brought it up, so I cant talk to anyone. Anytime I think about having sex with another man I get totally turned off and say to myself “man that’s just gross, how can I be gay?” what the hell
