I love you. I still do, I just try to act like I don’t. I have a new boyfriend, and although I say I’m falling in love, I’m not. I fell in love once, last year, and I’m not sure you can fall in love more than that. But, I love you. I never fell in love with you either, but I still love you. Every time i see you in school my stomach drops, we’ve only been broken up for 3 months as of today, but I still love you and miss you so fucking much it’s ridiculous. But, now that I have a new boyfriend, I have to pretend to love him with all my heart, meanwhile he barely has any of it. Oh and another thing, when you said you liked her, I broke down. Is that pathetic? I broke down because I felt like complete shit. And one night, I almost told you all this. I came so close, but then I remembered that you probably don’t feel the same way anymore, which is the worst part because I thought I actually had some sort of positive impact on your life.
