I have not been a good person for most of my life. When I was young I stole. Then while in some bad relationships, including an abusive marriage, I had three abortions. I also committed adultery during this marriage. I’ve hurt people, some intentionally and some unintentionally. I had loose morals, and did not see the value in leading a good life.
About a year and a half ago everything changed. I don’t exactly know why, just a love for God began growing inside me. I started going to church, and would hold back tears of joy during mass. I love my new life and love for God. I can promise this will be the last time I will ever go to confession, for I can’t imagine a situation in which I would ever sin again.
Unfortunately I cannot confess my sins formally in my religion or I would lose everything. I just hope God hears me,forgives me, and that I can forgive myself.