I wish you happiness too, and I wish you no harm, but I would like you to acknowledge the ways in which you have hurt and insulted me, threatened me and bullied me. You may hate everything about me, you may think I am so low and worthless that everything you have thrown at me does not matter as long as you can lie your way out of it and delude yourself into thinking that I believe those lies, but you are wrong. I am not low, or worthless, and I have spent my life blaming myself for the actions of others, hating myself for the pain they caused, and I will not do it any more.